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my mind is deteriorating

by bloodburn

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(Verse 1)
I’m wishing I could take everything back, cause life is being hell on me nowadays.
And every time I just seem to keep on going, I don’t know if these thoughts are just gonna stay.

I don’t know what to do I’m just getting more weak.
My mind is getting more twisted, got no time to breathe.

And my brain is getting foggy and I couldn’t stand it.
I’m afraid later on everything is blank.

I don’t wanna think about the endings.
I see suicide doors could I step in?

Cause how the hell would I live if I’m super weak?
I feel too much pain and my heart is gonna bleed.

I feel pathetic, and I’m not important.
Cause my own mentality is getting more distorted.

I don’t even know how could I behave.
Without my vision just beginning to be all full of rain no...

(Chorus)
Ooh my whole mind is about to destroy itself apart
and I couldn’t do anything to prevent that.

Ooh my whole mind is about to destroy itself apart
and I couldn’t do anything to prevent that.

(Verse 2)
Mmmm I feel like I’m walking on ice.
Cause it’s cold outside and I’m just, afraid…
That my step would shatter it all and drown me.

Cause there’s too many wrong choices I just made.
And I feel my heart being full of hate.

And I’m not even sure if there’s just a way, to just get permanent satisfaction.

Mmm, and it seems like I would just fuck it all up.
How do I forgive myself for the wrongs I just did?

I’m wishing I could take everything back, cause my brain’s bout to rot and I’m dying now
and I’m afraid that it will all turn to dust, makes no sense that I would keep on trying now.

(Chorus)
Ooh my whole mind is about to destroy itself apart
and I couldn’t do anything to prevent that.

Ooh my whole mind is about to destroy itself apart
and I couldn’t do anything to prevent that.

(Guitar solo)

(Chorus)
Ooh my whole mind is about to destroy itself apart
and I couldn’t do anything to prevent that.

Ooh my whole mind is about to destroy itself apart
and I couldn’t do anything to prevent that.

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released August 31, 2023

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